So look… I’m sitting here wondering what I was holding on to. Love can truly muddle one’s reality. Like…I had all the signs in the world that you just weren’t it for me. But I rode the wave of love. What did it get me? Funny enough…I’m at a place where my L’s could have …
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The Need To Write…
I kept a journal. I haven’t opened it nor written in it all year. It served its time. It served its purpose. Writing is a release. A release that is needed at times. One of those times is now. I’m back.
I’m Tired Of Hurting
There’s a saying that says, “I attract. I don’t chase.” That resonates with me. In all of my relationships, it was something that drew others to me. I didn’t seek them. They sought me. I’ve had wonderful relationships, but they weren’t meant to last forever. They were seasonal. I have no idea why they were …
This Christmas…Sucks!!!
What do the lonely do at Christmas? Suffer.
Sleep Escapes Me
I look forward to sleep. Usually during those hours of slumber I don’t feel. I don’t feel the pain that nudges at my heart. Bruising it effortlessly and endlessly. I don’t feel the emptiness of being alone. Not being with the one I love…the one I want to be with. Not feeling a hurtful type …
Maybe It’s Me
I think I was smarter when I was younger. Back then I knew what I wanted. More importantly, I knew what I didn’t want. I didn’t want a longterm relationship. So I didn’t seek one. I didn’t make promises and plans. I didn’t lead anybody on. I was upfront. Well let me back up. With …
My Brokenness Needed You…
“My brokenness needed you.” ~ My Person Your words. Those are the words you sent me to justify our breakup. Well…one of the justifications. Before that you told me love wasn’t enough. My love wasn’t enough. It was this love that you craved for over 15 years. The level of love that I didn’t have …
Am I depressed or just really sad?
How did I get back in this place?SemperGyrl It’s been 2.5 years, but I’m back in familiar territory. Life was ok for me. I was in a good place. I had gotten over bad juju. Bad juju meaning being hurt by someone I really didn’t want to be with. Had actually talked about leaving that …
D. Block 