I’ve been thinking a lot about the past. My past. Like…it wasn’t seen that I was prioritizing my relationship. I acknowledged that and tried to show the difference. I wasn’t really given a chance. Prioritization meant losing the essence of me to cater to someone else. How is that even healthy? No seriously. How can …
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I’m Tired Of Hurting
There’s a saying that says, “I attract. I don’t chase.” That resonates with me. In all of my relationships, it was something that drew others to me. I didn’t seek them. They sought me. I’ve had wonderful relationships, but they weren’t meant to last forever. They were seasonal. I have no idea why they were …
Don’t Fumble Us
“I unintentionally fumbled you. You have the opportunity not to fumble us.” I realize the mistakes I’ve made. The thing is…I didn’t realize then. It took a bad breakup for me to realize it. But I did. Was it too late? Here’s the thing, it doesn’t have to be. If you really want to be …
Loneliness Follows
Healing is a process. Part of that process can include loneliness.
This Christmas…Sucks!!!
What do the lonely do at Christmas? Suffer.
Sleep Escapes Me
I look forward to sleep. Usually during those hours of slumber I don’t feel. I don’t feel the pain that nudges at my heart. Bruising it effortlessly and endlessly. I don’t feel the emptiness of being alone. Not being with the one I love…the one I want to be with. Not feeling a hurtful type …
My Brokenness Needed You…
“My brokenness needed you.” ~ My Person Your words. Those are the words you sent me to justify our breakup. Well…one of the justifications. Before that you told me love wasn’t enough. My love wasn’t enough. It was this love that you craved for over 15 years. The level of love that I didn’t have …
Am I depressed or just really sad?
How did I get back in this place?SemperGyrl It’s been 2.5 years, but I’m back in familiar territory. Life was ok for me. I was in a good place. I had gotten over bad juju. Bad juju meaning being hurt by someone I really didn’t want to be with. Had actually talked about leaving that …
D. Block 